Don't Let me Stop You

Please don't let me stop you.

Go right ahead....

Just don't lie to me...

I won't love you, I won't need you and you'll notice on day that I'm missing.

If she comforts you and makes you feel good, fine. I doubt whether she would put up with all that I have. But then again, you probably won't leave because you need your babysitter don't you?

I'm not going to be sad and mourn for you. I won't let you see how I am hurting. I won't even let on that I know about you. I'll save your face for your kids and only hope that they will figure it out when they are old enough to figure you out.

Let me be their stability and let me provide a constant source in their life. When they are old enough, I will leave and try to pick up the pieces of my life. I will sacrifice myself for them but not for you.

I will give myself to you so that you can never say that I did not and so that you cannot use that as an excuse to cheat. Understand that you cheat because you want to, not because there is anything lacking from our lives.

I waited so long for you and gave up so much, but I will not mourn for that either as I have chosen this life for myself.

Don't let me stop you from doing what you want to to.