Dear Mistress

Dear D

I've thought about calling you, of coming to your workplace or home and considered attacking you on Facebook. However, in the light of the situation, I know that you will just run to him and I do not need any reasons for you to be closer than you already are.

You are a married woman and I guess you can understand why this makes me so unhappy. I just wish that you would both consider the situation as if the shoe were on the other foot. Surely your husband would not approve.

Part of me wants to fucking kill you. The other part of me wants to thank you. I have had to look into myself and have learnt a great deal while dealing with my pain.

I want you to know that I am not going to let you have him. I love him and I am going to fight back. There are things about myself that I am going to change and I am working on winning him back.

You do not have our history, our connection. You know nothing about us, our lives, our tribulations or our life together. We have an amazing sex life and there is no way that you can please him the way I do. We have sex every night.

I'm going out of my way to repair the damage you have done and ask that you stop sending him messages in the middle of the night. You can both deny it as much as you like, but I know, I fucking know.

I hope that you choke and die a very slow painful death.